Kang Minhyuk <LOVE>
Romantic guy, it’s the most common expression to describe Minhyuk. Frankly, Minhyuk feels lonely. He talked about he wants to be in love. Especially on the warm and sunny day, it’s just like today, and he seems to feel like love even more. When we were talking about the love that he has always been dreaming, he looked like to fall in love already through his eyes. Now, let’s chat with Minhyuk who desires to have love, and this makes us dream about the lost romantic love. A man wants to be in love, Kang Minhyuk’s LOVE!
I used to play soccer, watch movies with friends in the past. If these activities are so-called leisure life, I rarely have these interests now. What I can do now is to chat with team members and do some (not outdoor) activities. Even more, I start looking for games which I can play alone.
Basically, I spend most of my time by sleeping, then waking up and planning to do something, it is other people’s off-work time. It seems difficult for me to do anything. The situation is I stay at home more and more often as time gets too late. Originally, I planned to enjoy in doing something in my own private time, but it ended up with wasting my time. Time just flies when I was struggling to think what to do. No matter self-developing or simply enjoy something, whatever I could do to kill time. However, I couldn’t find that so-called “something” most of the time and ended up with nothing.
Not long ago, other team member’s schedules were pretty busy and I stayed at home alone. There was no one home except myself after I woke up. No one I could asked to eat together and no one I wanted to contact with, so I particularly missed those three (Yong Hwa, Jong Hyun, Jung Shin) during that period of time. I am that kind of person who can bear loneliness well. Normally, I don’t really feel lonely even though I am alone, but once I feel lonely, it’s an extraordinary loneliness.
Before debut and without practicing schedule, I had traveled alone many times. I often had camera with me and hang around. I planned one day before, and spent whole day from Insadong(인사동) to Namsan(남산), and then to Sky Park(하늘공원) hang around all by myself. I felt lonely sometimes with only by myself, but it’s even more interesting to have such leisure time. Though it’s fun to hang around by myself, it will be even better to go with my girlfriend in the future. The places where I have visited on that day are all popular for dating (Chuckle).
I travelled alone after debut as well. I went to the seaside. The weather was getting warmer in that winter and I thought it should be not too chilly, but it turned out that the sea wind was really strong. It was really cold then. Fortunately, the tide was rising on that day so I could see beautiful scenery view. I stayed there until sunset and I really had good time by myself. It felt like my soul was healed and refreshed, my body and my soul became light at that moment. If I were given a day-off, I want to pay for a visit to my friends. I want to travel as well, but I want to see the people I love even more. We can chat, take exercise together, or do any other things. It will be even better to have a date of course (Chuckle).
[Poison gas/ Spirit]
(Noelle: “Poison gas” is the meaning from Chinese translation. Personally my opinion for this term will be “Spirit” from the whole text.)
What’s the poison gas to me now? I really need poison gas as it seems that I have easy life, but actually I am not really live that way from my heart. I’m that kind of person without strong self-motivation, thus it’s better to have the so-called poison gas to make me move forward.
I’m that kind of person will fall in love if I keep looking at someone. If I found a girl who becomes more comfortable to me, which seems to mean that I have had some feeling for her. To some extent, I may have some different feeling for a girl even at the first glance. Also, this kind of affection could happen to me from friendship when having chat. As time goes by, if I start to think about “Do I really like her?” which means I have fallen in love. Once I fall in love, I will find she is perfect in every part, and it seems to have the points of being a girlfriend. She might be looked more attractive from a certain behavior. I can’t clearly remember that because I have not been in a relationship for a long time.
I will appear around a girl for a long time if I like her, and I will take some actions after I feel some reactions from her. I want to confess my feeling by looking at her. I really want to do this and I also believe this is the right and better way to do. If I happen to meet my ideal type sitting in a coffee shop, I might approach to get to know her. I may possible sound her out because I don’t know her character. Of course, it needs to have the courage to fit the situation. I won’t even to try to approach another girl if I have a girlfriend or I have someone in my mind. So the situation will only happen when I am looking for someone to date, and I may have the courage to do so. I might try to confess at least 10 times if my confessions keep failing. However, I don’t have this kind of experience so far.
For the 1st time I had a feeling for someone was in 2nd grade. My confession was to put two pencils and a letter in that girl’s drawer at school. There was no meaning for those two pencils, but it’s a 2nd grade boy to express his feeling I think (Chuckle). I confessed myself just because I like her. I didn’t know what dating was as I was too young. I liked that girl for 3 years, but we didn’t meet alone. My first date with a girl was at 5th grade, and we bought couple necklaces. I really knew nothing at that age, and I always did things girl doesn’t like. Take purchasing the necklaces for examples, I should have chosen the design together with her, but when I was asked my opinions about the necklace, I replied “It seems all fine with me. You can pick whatever you like.” I guess that’s my 1st date.
It will be great if we can be together from the moment I open eyes till I close eyes at night. In another word, spending all my time with her will be great. In the morning, I can drive her to work, and in the evening, I can pick her up and go for dinner and have a cup of coffee together. Even we don’t work together, but I would prefer we can do these tiny simple things in life together.
I will do everything for her if I fall in love with her. I don’t know what the bad guy is. I heard of thing, a girl won’t feel your charm if a guy devotes himself to much, but so far I have never tried to be a bad guy. What is my charm? It seems that I will do anything for the girl if I really like her. Am I good at taking care of someone? I think that’s because I like her. Now, I really want to be loved by someone. I am that kind of person who will devote much. It will be good to get same level of love in return.
I would date someone and marry her if nothing special happen. However, I have changed my thought recently because marriage a matter lasting forever, doesn’t it. I would like to date with a girl and do more things together if I like her.
Most of the time, I am not really a discerning person, but I have strong hunch when it comes to love, and basically the accuracy ratio is 99%. If I feel something is coming, there is 99% probability that it will happen. And if the feeling comes late, the accuracy ratio increases. However, it is always too late for me to do anything when I really feel something. To be honest, it’s not possible to be well-prepared in front of someone you love. In other words, the feeling of pain won’t be less even you anticipate to know something is going to happen. When it comes to separate from each other, you will only feel the same pain, no matter how early you have the bad hunch. Therefore, whatever you do is in vain. On the contrary, I feel sad when having the bad hunch. It is not like that I am not able to understand, but a feeling of sadness.
[If she gets upset]
I will try my best to ease and comfort her. If she is angry at somebody else, and I am able to cool her down, I think this is one of my ability, isn’t it? It will be great if I can be such kind of person to her. It is reasonable that I should do my best to comfort her as I am familiar and close to her.
To Jung Shin. I should have taken more care of him because we are the closest friends. However, I didn’t treat him and talk to him nicely as a friend. Maybe it’s because Jung Shin and I are very close, but I still feel sorry to him for everything. To Jong Hyun hyung, our personalities are very different from each other, and I feel sorry for this. To Yong Hwa hyung, I feel sorry for not able to catch up with him as his brother. At last, I feel sorry to all girls for not have the trait of being a bad gay (Laugh).
Romantic guy,這是對敏赫來說最常見的修飾詞。但是說真的，敏赫覺得很孤單。他說他真的很想要戀愛。特別是像今天這樣陽光明媚的暖暖的天氣他看上去對戀愛更加迫 切了。當談論著他一直夢想的愛情的時候，他的眼神仿佛已經陷入戀愛中一樣。現在與渴望愛情的敏赫一起聊天，讓人不知不覺中也開始夢想那些遺失的愛情浪漫。 想要愛情的男人姜敏赫的LOVE!
休息日 基本上大半天都是在睡覺。醒過來以後想要做點什麼的話也已經到了別人下班的時間，做什麼都有點困難了貌似。所以因為時間很晚，只呆在家裏的情況就越來越多 了。就這樣只剩下自己的時間裏，想要做點什麼享受下，結果最後更多的是白浪費了時間。一直糾結想要做點什麼，最後時間就那麼過去了。不管是做自我開發還是 單純享受，隨便做點什麼打法時間都好。但是真的最後無法找到那點“什麼”然後白浪費時間的情況居多。
驀然 不 久以前曾經有一段時間其他成員都有行程很忙，只有我自己閑在家裏。一睜眼，家裏什麼都沒有。一起吃飯的人，想要聯絡的人也沒有。就那段時間特別想另外三個 成員。我是那種很能忍受孤獨的人。就算是只有自己的時候一般都不會覺得很寂寞，但是一旦有那麼一次覺得孤單寂寞了的話就特別特別的嚴重。
旅行 我自己旅行過很多次。出道以前沒有練習日程的時候。經常自己拿著相機到處轉。前一天都計畫好，然後一整天從仁寺洞到南山，然後再去天空公園，就這樣自己到 處閒逛。雖然有時候自己的話會覺得更孤單，但是有那樣的閒暇時間的話反而覺得更加有趣來著。雖然自己轉來轉去也覺得很好玩，過後就會想以後能跟女朋友一起 來的話就好了。我那天去的地方都是約會名所呢（笑）。
出道以後也自己出去旅行過。去看海。雖然是冬天但是因為已經漸漸變暖，原本以為不會太冷，結 果海風果然還是太兇殘了。真的特別冷來著。但是那次去的時候剛好趕上潮汐所以風景特別美。一直待到日落。真的是自己玩的很開心的回來的。就好像心靈得到治 癒了一樣。被“刷新”了的感覺。就那一瞬間覺得身心變的清清爽爽了。現在如果給我一天的時間的話我會想要去看望朋友們。雖然也想去旅行但是更想要去看我喜 歡的人們。聊天或者一起運動，怎樣都好。如果能約個會的話就更好咯（笑）。
變舒服 我是屬於那種一直看著就會陷入愛情裏的類型。如果開始覺得那個人變舒服了貌似就代表我已經開始產生喜歡的情愫了。某種程度上講的話就算是第一次見到也可能 會產生好感。跟朋友們一起聊著聊著也可能會這樣。等時間久了，如果讓我開始想“我是喜歡她嘛？”的這種程度的話那就應該是真的喜歡上了。有了喜歡的人的話 就覺得她什麼都好，但是貌似真的有女朋友的某些點？或者是行為看上去會特別美。不過我已經很久沒戀愛過了所以都不記得了（笑）。
勇氣 如果有了喜歡的人的話，會在她身邊潛伏很久，如果覺得到了可以有所表示了的話才會開始行動。我一定要看著她直接對她說。想要這樣做，也覺得這樣做才是對 的。而且真的這樣做了是最好的。如果在咖啡廳裏有接近我理想型的人坐在那裏的話我可能會先去搭訕。因為不知道她的性格所以可能真的會去試探。不過當然要有 符合當時情況的勇氣了。如果我有女朋友或者喜歡的人的話也不會隨便去試探了。所以我是說如果我是在尋找另一半的情況下好像真的可以鼓起勇氣去說。告白碰釘 子的話我可能會至少試個十次。不過現在還沒有這種經歷。
兩支鉛筆 小學二年級的時候開始懂得喜歡 一個人的感覺。我是這樣告白的。就是把兩支鉛筆和一封信一起放到那個人學校桌子的抽屜裏。兩支鉛筆沒有任何意義。就只是一個小 學二年級生的感情吧（笑）。就那樣覺得喜歡然後告白了。那時候太小也不懂約會什麼的嘛。那是我在學校喜歡了三年的女生。也沒有另外單獨見面。五年級的時候 第一次跟女孩子約會，去買了情侶項鏈。真的是什麼都不懂的年紀來著嘛。總是做一些女孩子討厭的事情。比如當時去買項鏈的時候我應該一起選的，結果人家問我 哪個好我只會說“都不錯你隨便選吧”這樣。貌似那就是我的第一次約會吧（笑）。
壞男人 開始戀愛的話我 真的什麼都會為對方做。我不知道什麼是壞男人。雖然聽說太過於付出的話會讓人感受不到魅力。但是到目前為止我都沒有試過去做一個壞男人。我的 魅力麼？如果有喜歡的人的話好像真的可以為她做一切。那應該是很照顧人？因為我喜歡啊。現在想要被愛。因為我是太過於付出的類型所以如果我的付出和回報可 以成正比就好了。
99% 雖然平時我不是很有眼力價但是戀愛到時候預感基本上是99%的準確率。感覺有什麼要來了的話99%是準的。如果來的晚的就會更加確實。但是當我感覺到那些 的時候也基本上做什麼都晚了。說實話對喜歡的人做心理準備的話，不會因為提前知道了就會少痛一點不是麼。不管怎麼提前預知到，當聽到要分開的那句話的時候 都是一樣的心痛，所以做什麼都是徒勞。反而那種直覺來的話會更難過。也不是不能理解。真的會很難過吧。
I’m sorry 對正信，因為是親近的朋友應該對他更好更照顧他但是作為朋友的我反而對他很過分，說話也過分，雖然也許也是因為我們確實很親近才這樣，但是對這些事情每一 件 我都覺得對不起。對於宗泫哥因為本來跟我就是完全兩個極端的性格，在這點上我覺得很抱歉。對於容和哥作為弟弟們的我們好像不能快點跟上他所以覺得很抱歉來 著。最後，因為我沒有壞男人的氣質，所以對所有女生感到抱歉（笑）。
Scanned and Chinese Trans by Parishin
English Trans by Noelle @ cnboice