EXO Kris, When Hope is Falling, Wu Yifan

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I can’t believe that my first post about EXO will be such a heart breaking post.

I can’t believe that my first post about EXO will be such a heart breaking post.

Maybe not many people know that I grew fond toward that dozen of wolfs (well it’s not likely they will be dozen anymore – at least for me) but I do and I the most heart breaking for me is that I have to post something about great damage caused by my ultimate bias.

It’s merely less than 3 months I know Wu Yifan which known as EXO Kris, and less than couple of months I know EXO.

Yifan lead me into EXO and that’s how everything was started for me. Another boy to fond of. But right in the early morning (afternoon in Asia) when I was about to check my work, it was like a bomb explode under my nose when I read series of articles in China portal news.

WU YIFAN FILED TERMINATION OF HIS EXCLUSIVE CONTRACT

What the hell was that?

I can’t process those articles properly, what happen with sudden storm in the bright sunny day?

I know Yifan wasn’t with the boys after their Showcase in Shanghai, I didn’t suspect anything that day, instead I felt slightly happy since finally he got day off since he looked unwell in the past few weeks.

Who’s going to expect that his disappearance that day is the beginning for me and for all the EXO fandom scattered into pieces?

Now it’s been three days after his official filing the termination. And I don’t know how thing will goes and surely it’s bad.

I don’t know what actually going on between him and the company and the real reason behind his coward action. Because for me this case is bearing a big black hole and many things could fit in. but whatever it is I’m not in the position to say anything or assuming and carelessly post in.

Back to my word why I called coward action, yes, for me it’s such a coward. If the whole things are like what we see – that the other 11 members didn’t have any clue about his termination demand – I’ll go on Tao’s word and this is unforgivable betrayal.

Being one of the leader, being one of the eldest in the team, and being one of the longest in the company he shouldn’t just left without word. If he does really want to leave at least give them warning, give them sign if they will go without him, so they can preparing themselves.

Because dancing unlike how band will do covering the missing. If you’re band member even the last minute one of your member missing, you can just put additional player, sit them in and give them the scores and show will go on but not with dance (I’m not minimize the difficultness of being band member because I’m big fan of band in the first place and EXO is my first dancing idol I like, I just saying the fact).

As we’re all know EXO’s dance is complex, its okay if he didn’t have much line to sing – for me honestly, his disappearance won’t affect the whole singing lines – but surely the team can’t just put somebody else to step in his dance position.

Seeing how the rest of the boys struggle, I just can’t forgive him that easy. Especially for EXO-M, they lost their leader and if EXO will able to cover his absence, EXO-M will be much in trouble. Also for other Chinese members, Luhan, Yixing and Tao, because it would be them who faced the damages caused by their fellow countryman.

Everyone has a dream − big dream − , ambition, and selfish side but then again pursuing personal dream by ruining other’s dream is just not right. I’m not saying he shouldn’t leave, he can leave, he can. But still, don’t left without word, don’t let them hanging. And if that exactly he’s doing – leaving without word – I’ll say he’s on the wrong side and I won’t defend him because of that.

But then again, it was like endless circle, if Yifan is all happy with everything he had and the company offered he wouldn’t go this far, would he? And again, law things isn’t something you can do just by one night, no it’s not. As I said before, there something behind this case that only them who involved know.

I’m not taking side here, I’m still Yifan’s fan, I won’t leave him whatever his decision is, no matter he did mistake or whatever people call him. But I’m this kind of fan, I can’t just close my eyes seeing my bias doing mistake. It’s hurt to admit but it was him doing.

Some say, there other parties who help him in this matter, and I kind of agree. I don’t think he would be able to do all of these mess by himself. This case is too reserved to begin with. But then again, I won’t assuming or help the EXO’s hater to ruin their image further.

EXO is innocent, they hurt more than everyone can imagine right now. They can do nothing but going through this mess.

Here is the song I listen for million times since yesterday, Caihong which mean Rainbow original song by Jay Chou once Yifan and Yixing cover this song. I hope Yifan will remember this song.

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Rainbow

Tell me where there are rainbows
Can you give me back my wish?
Why is the sky so tranquil?
All the clouds have come to where I am

Have you got a mouth mask you can give me?
I let go and said too much, then those things can’t be realised
Perhaps time is a kind of cure
It is also the poison I am taking right now

If I can’t see your smile
How can I get to sleep
Your voice is so near yet I can’t hold you
The sun will still spin without the earth
I can still walk by myself without a reason

You need to leave
I know it’s very simple
You said that reliance
Was our obstacle
Even if you let go
But can you not confiscate my love?
Just pretend that I only understood at the end

If I can’t see your smile
How can I get to sleep
Your voice is so near yet I can’t hold you
The sun will still spin without the earth
I can still walk by myself without a reason
I let go and say too much, then those things can’t be realised
Perhaps time is a kind of cure
It is also the poison I am taking right now

 

Oh here I just found other opinion about this case read here

Photo Credit SM Ent

Rainbow English Lyric Credit Jay Chou Studio

Video Credit Juju Apples

Written and Posted by by Tara Lee

 

 

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